♥ Tuesday, September 05, 2006
I cannot tell these thoughts but then writing is a better way to express. I see her slowly leaving me, I see her getting snatched away, I see her walked away from me... But then i cannot do anything, I never want to restrict her freedom. So i can only let her go quietly and hope that she will come back to me. Letting her go is painful but still i hope she is happy. Love is that painful, but I still like that feeling. I am so afraid to lose her but she doesn't know i face these fears everyday, every moment i spent with her. I have fell so deeply in love with her. If we really break up, it will be devastating. That's why, every moment i spent with her i take it as the last. All i want is her by my side, she doesn't have the time i guess i have to make do with myself. Time, the most crucial factor she doesn't have. So hard to find time to spend with her alone. Am i drifting away from her? Or is it she doesn't trust me anymore? Furthurmore, she keeps everything to herself... Hard to tell what she is thinking and what she really think of me.. I just can sense she keeps a lot of things from me.. So many questions yet so little answers.. i just don't want it end so quickly or maybe i just don't want it to end.. I love her.. Really love her... But this is something she wouldn't understand... Should i give her up? Please give me an answer....
Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 10:34 AM
