♥ Thursday, February 12, 2009
I locked myself away in my own world.
I never realised how lonely i was until now.
So alone.
My friends seemed so near yet so far.
I never realised how changed i am.
My character.
My personality.
My actions.
All have changed.
I didn't want to admit it till now. I am not the JJ i was when i was in JC. I cannot make jokes like i did in JC. Jokes weren't as funny as i thought it would be anymore. I am losing my touch. Why is this happening to me? From the day i enter army, my life took a drastic turn. Everything around me crumbles. Tumbling down. Crashing down.
15 March 2007, the day when my reality came falling down into a deep bottomless hole.
I lost my love. I lost my family. I lost my smile. Will it be found again? I hope so...
Unpredictable Life.
Cruel Life.
I want to break away from my own world. It is time to come back to reality. I want away from this loneliness. I want life to be as happy as before. I want to smile like i did before.
I want all those things back.
But Life can never go back to the way it was before.
This is reality.
My reality.
Welcome to my reality.
Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 8:06 PM
