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MUSIC ♥ Music addicted.it is my only escape from the pain...


♥ Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Today i received a letter from HOTA. HOTA means Human Organ Transplant Act. It is part of the law.

The letter is about organ transplant.. It says HOTA allows for the kidneys, liver, heart and corneas of all Singapore Citizens and Permanent Residents, above the age of 21, to be used for the purpose of transplantation after their death unless they have specifically objected to this in their lifetime.

So it basically means that if you did not object to it, you are obligated to donate out your organs for life-saving purposes. Haha.. so if you want to object, you better take note of this.

Personally, i will not object to it. I even decided to not only donate my organs for life-saving purposes but also for education, treatment and research purposes.

Haha.. You will be thinking that i will die without a complete corpse?? But think about this, when you are dead, does having a complete corpse matters?

Either way, you will still be dead.

So i decided to donate my organs out so that other people can benefit from it.

Will you do the same?

♥LoOkinG FoR thE LoSt LovE___♫ Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 8:31 PM

♥ Sunday, June 07, 2009

Have you ever wondered what if the person you loved is a robot or a machine built to not feel pain or any feelings? Even if there is pain or feelings, it is just data which can be deleted afterwards? Imagine that the robot looks like a real human and the robot or machine seemed to be perfect in every single way and is able to do what humans can't do. Will that be a ideal lover??

Will you even go as far to marry or spend your remaining life with this robot knowing that he/she is a robot? Knowing that she do not feel pain or have any feelings? Knowing that she obeys your commands and does not have any opinions of her own?

Falling in love with that robot might be possible. Let's say you started living with the robot. You buy it in the first place to help you in your work. But spending time with the robot everyday makes you realised that you are falling in love with it. It cares for you when you are sick. It shows you care and concern when you are down. It takes good care of you when you are hurt. Perfect in every single way. Will you marry that robot? Even it was a robot, you can never delete the memories you have with it. To the robot, it may be data. But to you, a human, it is a memory. You won't be able to delete it. It doesn't matter whether it is a robot or not, you can't erase the fact that you spent time with the robot and fell in love with it. The robot might not feel it but it is a memory to you.

If the guy is me, i would marry the robot too. Because to me, i can't deny the times that i have with the robot. It might mean nothing to a robot but to a human, it means a lot. Even though i might be laughed at, i will still marry that robot because i love the robot for who she is and not what she is.

If you find this interesting, you can check out this love story between a human guy and a robot girl. It is quite a touching story. Very nice. But it is an anime. So if you want to watch it, be prepared for cartoony stuff.

the link is http://sky7anime.net/anime/episodes/chobits

♥LoOkinG FoR thE LoSt LovE___♫ Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 9:35 PM

♥ Friday, May 29, 2009

I really hate my personality now.. I hate being a perfectionist.. I want everything to be perfect but still i know that not everything can be perfect. So contradicting.. The more i want things to be perfect, the less perfect it turns out to be.

I dun dislike being kind and gentle person but still i know sum people take advantage of me. They think i know nothing but sorry to inform that i am not as naive or clueless as you think.. Step over the line and out you go...

Being a emotional person sucks at times. Till now i am unable to forget my ex-girlfriend.. It has already been 1 year and a half since we broke up. But still i carry sum feelings for her.. What a sad personality.. I wonder when i can really let it go..

oh well.. many of you might think these personalities are good.. but having it means lots of problems.. So pls dun take advantage of this and try to make me do something i do not want to do..

♥LoOkinG FoR thE LoSt LovE___♫ Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 12:14 AM

♥ Sunday, May 10, 2009

sorry for the late post!!!i have been busy for quite a while now..so no time to blog..haha..but now here's my post!! my mum juz came back frm hokkaido and bought lots of food with her!!!! i noe jh u will be jealous.. i gave sum to mh but u so busy cannot give to you..all the hokkaido munchies!!!

choco in between 2 thin sheets of biscuits!!! (the nicest!!)


thats how it looks like!!!


box of the choco biscuits..in chinese is called 白的恋人. (idiotic couples..LOL..)


choco potato chips!!!godly...not salty at all!!!


box full of tibits...haha..


fresh premium hokkaido potato fried and packeted!!!super nice!!!


Choco bar with blueberry and white choco flavour!!!WOW!!


the box of the choco bar!!!all the packaging are so niceeee..


honeydew jellies!!!!dis one is nice too!!!


i still have honeydew sweeets and a lot more other stuff but my family finished it before i could take pics.. oh well.. jealous?? go hokkaido!!!!

♥LoOkinG FoR thE LoSt LovE___♫ Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 9:55 AM

♥ Thursday, April 23, 2009

Today i heard bells ringing at the carpark near my home..that sound was very familiar..it might be familiar to some of you too.

It is the ICE CREAM MAN!!.

Those people who rode around in bikes selling ice cream. I had the temptation to buy from him as i missed the ice cream i bought like that alot of years ago.

i wished time would reverse going back to when i was a child. i remembered i like buying this kind of ice cream although it is not hiagen diaz or swensen..At that time i dun even noe wat is hiagen diaz or swensen.

To me that ice cream is just like heaven to me. It is my hiagen diaz. Every now and then, when the ice cream man came, i would bug my mum to buy one for me.

The feeling was sweet and nice..

Heart-warming too..

Gone are the days when people sell ice cream like that..

i missed my childhood days of not doing anything and i miss my friends soooo much...

♥LoOkinG FoR thE LoSt LovE___♫ Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 4:43 PM

♥ Friday, March 20, 2009

OMG...this one also true..!!!



Here is the analysis:

  1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most girls who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most girls find it easy to fall for a guy like you.
  2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
  3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
  4. Girls see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, girls are going to flock to your side.
  5. Your girlfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your girlfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

    http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx



♥LoOkinG FoR thE LoSt LovE___♫ Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 1:55 AM


THIS IS QUITE TRUE!!!


Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.



http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

♥LoOkinG FoR thE LoSt LovE___♫ Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 1:52 AM

♥ Thursday, February 12, 2009

I locked myself away in my own world.

I never realised how lonely i was until now.

So alone.

My friends seemed so near yet so far.

I never realised how changed i am.

My character.

My personality.

My actions.

All have changed.

I didn't want to admit it till now. I am not the JJ i was when i was in JC. I cannot make jokes like i did in JC. Jokes weren't as funny as i thought it would be anymore. I am losing my touch. Why is this happening to me? From the day i enter army, my life took a drastic turn. Everything around me crumbles. Tumbling down. Crashing down.

15 March 2007, the day when my reality came falling down into a deep bottomless hole.

I lost my love. I lost my family. I lost my smile. Will it be found again? I hope so...

Unpredictable Life.

Cruel Life.

I want to break away from my own world. It is time to come back to reality. I want away from this loneliness. I want life to be as happy as before. I want to smile like i did before.

I want all those things back.

But Life can never go back to the way it was before.

This is reality.

My reality.

Welcome to my reality.

♥LoOkinG FoR thE LoSt LovE___♫ Played By Lyrical Loves ♥Since 8:06 PM